Sometimes I wish I didn’t feel so deeply. But then that’s like saying you wish you had never had any feelings , you had never loved. You had never experienced stuff. If you never, then you’d never … Some days it’s just hard. Today was one of those days , BUT it was also joyous. … Continue reading S O M E T IM E S …
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L I F E • lest we forget
I D R E A M T • about mum last night. Strange dreams that made no sense, but we were together and happy . I've Just woken up to that horrible realisation that it was just that - a dream - and she is still dead. This happens a lot , wishful thinking that … Continue reading L I F E • lest we forget
L I F E • yesterday my mum would have been 76
It was my Mum's birthday yesterday. She would have been a beautiful 76 year old.I don't know why I find birthdays so hard , I guess it's another year older … or in our case another year without her.Before I go any further these posts are never meant to be mordly or written for sympathy … Continue reading L I F E • yesterday my mum would have been 76
L I F E | happy birthday mum
Hey Up Mum ... How is life up there on your cloud? Can you remember Monkey Magic [ how could you forget it was Mark & I favourite programme! ] Well that's how I like to envisage you ... zapping around on your super-powered - all singing -all dancing cloud It’s been a funny old … Continue reading L I F E | happy birthday mum
L I F E | dancing for the both of us …
Sometimes I feel so ‘full’ that I could burst. I’ll look around & see people enjoying themselves; shiny happy people as 'REM' coined them. I feel overcome with a sense of enormous emotion , you know the kind? Warm ,fuzzy and all consuming. You are so glad to be alive, surrounded by the most amazing … Continue reading L I F E | dancing for the both of us …
LIFE – Letters from Mum
AD | gift only LETTERS FROM MUM “I trace the line of each letter with my finger... Absorbing every single word I Imagine your face as you wrote each one; no doubt giggling at your own jokes I smile ... but at the same time a wave of heavy, sadness engulfs me and I can’t … Continue reading LIFE – Letters from Mum
SIGNS | I believe …
I’m a big bundle of emotions at the moment. I make no secret of the fact I find the build up to Mothers Day hard. I don’t begrudge any mums out there their special day ... it’s just hard when yours isn’t around anymore and your not a mum yourself. So I went for a … Continue reading SIGNS | I believe …
Stay Gold …
"Nature's first green is gold, her hardest hue to hold. Her early leafs a flower, but only so an hour. Then leaf subsides to leaf, so Eden sank to grief. So dawn goes down to day, nothing gold can stay" Robert Frost November nights are drawing in. It is icy cold outside and dark by … Continue reading Stay Gold …
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