I D R E A M T • about mum last night. Strange dreams that made no sense, but we were together and happy . I've Just woken up to that horrible realisation that it was just that - a dream - and she is still dead. This happens a lot , wishful thinking that … Continue reading L I F E • lest we forget
It was my Mum's birthday yesterday. She would have been a beautiful 76 year old.I don't know why I find birthdays so hard , I guess it's another year older … or in our case another year without her.Before I go any further these posts are never meant to be mordly or written for sympathy … Continue reading L I F E • yesterday my mum would have been 76
Hey Up Mum ... How is life up there on your cloud? Can you remember Monkey Magic [ how could you forget it was Mark & I favourite programme! ] Well that's how I like to envisage you ... zapping around on your super-powered - all singing -all dancing cloud It’s been a funny old … Continue reading L I F E | happy birthday mum
Sometimes I feel so ‘full’ that I could burst. I’ll look around & see people enjoying themselves; shiny happy people as 'REM' coined them. I feel overcome with a sense of enormous emotion , you know the kind? Warm ,fuzzy and all consuming. You are so glad to be alive, surrounded by the most amazing … Continue reading L I F E | dancing for the both of us …
AD | gift only LETTERS FROM MUM “I trace the line of each letter with my finger... Absorbing every single word I Imagine your face as you wrote each one; no doubt giggling at your own jokes I smile ... but at the same time a wave of heavy, sadness engulfs me and I can’t … Continue reading LIFE – Letters from Mum
I’m a big bundle of emotions at the moment. I make no secret of the fact I find the build up to Mothers Day hard. I don’t begrudge any mums out there their special day ... it’s just hard when yours isn’t around anymore and your not a mum yourself. So I went for a … Continue reading SIGNS | I believe …