I’m not going to lie to you my mojo is shot. I feel as though I’ve aged 10 years , and then some, overnight [ which at my age isn’t good]
Truth be known I’m a big blubbering mess.
The news mums cancer is back has hit us all for 6 and we are trying to get our heads around it, while remaining strong … for mum.
It’s bloody hard.
Of course I worry constantly about mum. I also worry about dad, I worry about my brother. I worry about my BF. I selfishly worry about myself.
I’m still processing the news which is tough because I quite honestly don’t want to. When I do it means it’s real and I don’t want it to be real.
Fecking cancer …
Hopefully it’s treatable but only time will tell. It’s shit, I feel helpless. I hate that my beautiful mum is ill again.
I find writing helps [and walking] , so normal service will carry on… for the time-being anyway. It might just be a bit more rambly than usual.
I might cry , so it’s a good job this isn’t being written on paper ! [ just wipe the screen]
With that in mind and to stop me thinking about mum for a while … here’s a post detailing some of my favourite products and what I’ve been up to this /last month. Continue reading